I love finding little writings I leave for myself when I’m very very drunk
may I revert back to a more carnal state where needs preoccupied my thoughts and my sole intentions were to eat, to sleep, to reproduce, to survive.
and mother, have you so wept in the arms of father time
in coming to terms with what has taken shape in your womb?
what has dominated and segregated
everything but their own?
you nursed and nutured
loved
sheltered
we’ve closed our eyes and tore off the cord
that connected us to who we really are
there are still times when i grasp
at my navel and begin to imagine whats its like
to be
so
small
and
powerless
only to realize
nothing has changed
but the safety net
that enclosed all i knew
I am a human
I am small
I want to learn big things and see big things
In comparison to me and my existence
I will write and I will share my stories and opinions
And I will do these things
Because I want to
And I can